The one with: Rollin' in the letter...

Dear you,

There’s a fire starting in my heart since the day when broke up.

I’m still thinking about the several times when you told me a lot of love words and my anger is reaching a fever pitch which it’s bringing me out the dark. I don’t hate you because you were someone special in a part of my life, but finally I can see your crystal clear and now I know that you’re still talking about how much I loved you, now go ahead and sell me out I’ll lay your shit bare.

I want to invite you to see how I leave with every piece of you. Don’t be a fool because I still have this enormous feeling for you; don’t underestimate the things I will do. I really trust you and you disappointed me. The scars of your love remind me of us, I can’t forgive you for the fake promises that you made me in the past they keep me thinking that we almost had it all.

I can’t forgive myself because I believed in every single word from your kissable mouth. The scars of your love they leave me breathless and in my whispers I can’t help feeling that you and I could have had it all, nevertheless you played with my feelings about you and my thoughts that now are rolling in the deep. I feel so weak at this moment, you have my heart and soul in your own hands and it doesn’t matter at all because you decided to take them and play then to the beat.

Baby, I chose to move on with my life, even if the people ask me what was going on with both of us; I have no story to be told. People try to hide stories about this, but I’ve heard one of you and honestly I’m not in the mood to put up with this right now. I want to see you suffer as it happened to me and I’m gonna make your head burn; you cannot stop thinking on me in the depths of your despair.

You’ll probably think that I gave up too quickly with our relationship, notwithstanding I have planned a revenge against your fragile heart. All the moments that we had making a home down there, where it is supposed you to have a heart, I’ll be there in your head and when you’re with your perfect mate my voice reminds you of the home we shared.

You can escape wherever you want baby, you can throw your soul through in every open door, even in my own house if you want it. You can run until the end of the world, you can count your blessings to find what you look for, I would be happy to see you devastated as I was when I understood that I was just someone else from your list. With this I turned my sorrow into a treasure gold, I realized that you’ll be that kind of person which just has enough love only for yourself and your destiny is to be alone remembering when I was there by your side giving you everything, from now you pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow.

Always yours,

Charis